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The funeral was sad. I am so tired of this "celebration of life" crap. He had a life, he is now dead, he is not long an is, but a was. I didn't get to know him well enough, and I didn't get to say goodbye. It was wondefull seeing all my cousins again, and knowing that their are other people that are individuals, but yet so much like me out there. Everyone cried, even the minister started crying a bunch of times, and this an an 80 year old minister, he knew my grandfather for 50 years or so. My father looked like he was going to fall apart into a pile of dust and tears, but he is still here at least. I was the first person to start shaking and crying, and the tears just kept leaking.

In other news, I have shit loads of work to do before the end of this semester. Thank god I have only one left at Smith, I am so glad to be leaveing this place, I can't even begin to express it.

My flgiht leavs Denver at 12:40 and arrives in Atlanta at 5:18 and doesn't take off for Bradly untill 8:45. I arive at Bradly at 11:03. yuck.

in the same old department, I have been incredibly depressed again, and it's been slowly creeping up, it's been all semester.

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The funeral was sad. I am so tired of this "celebration of life" crap. He had a life, he is now dead, he is not long an is, but a was. I didn't get to know him well enough, and I didn't get to say goodbye. It was wondefull seeing all my cousins again, and knowing that their are other people that are individuals, but yet so much like me out there. Everyone cried, even the minister started crying a bunch of times, and this an an 80 year old minister, he knew my grandfather for 50 years or so. My father looked like he was going to fall apart into a pile of dust and tears, but he is still here at least. I was the first person to start shaking and crying, and the tears just kept leaking.

In other news, I have shit loads of work to do before the end of this semester. Thank god I have only one left at Smith, I am so glad to be leaveing this place, I can't even begin to express it.

My flgiht leavs Denver at 12:40 and arrives in Atlanta at 5:18 and doesn't take off for Bradly untill 8:45. I arive at Bradly at 11:03. yuck.

in the same old department, I have been incredibly depressed again, and it's been slowly creeping up, it's been all semester.